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The Seagull · Anton Chekhov · 1896

NINA

Two years ago she wanted to be an actress. She is one now, in provincial theatres, and it cost her everything.

1:10Dramatic20s–30sAdvancedPublic domain — Garnett translation
The speech97 words · 4 beats
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I am a seagull... No, that's not it. I am an actress.
Do you remember, you shot a seagull? A man came by chance, saw it, and, having nothing better to do, destroyed it. A subject for a short story.
I know now, I understand, Kostya, that in our work — in acting or writing — what matters is not fame, not glory, not what I used to dream of. What matters is knowing how to endure.turn
Know how to bear your cross and have faith. I have faith, and it does not hurt so much now.
Speaking to
Treplev, who still loves her and has not moved on.
What just happened
She has walked in out of the rain, unannounced, at night, in the house where she used to be happy. She will leave again within the hour.
Objective
To say it out loud to the one person who knew her before, and then get out before she agrees to stay.
The turn
'No, that's not it' — she catches herself using the old image and refuses it.
Watch out for
Chekhov's hardest kind of scene: no rhetoric to lean on. Everything is in what she doesn't say and where she stops.
Full work: The Seagull